Finding Old Blogs

I was pleasantly surprised when i came across a miscellaneous folder on my PC that had a copy of my journal entries from both Myspace and Deviant Art. reviewing them was most illuminating to the fact that memory is reconstructive and our brains are not perfect with details. Also, it made me feel shame that I was so naive, trusting, and well, misguided in the area of faith and how the world worked. I wrote about an interaction with my first boyfriend and how I could “sense” his emotional state, rather than asking what he was feeling.
ugh, cringe.
I have changed so much and I believe for the better.